Getting Past Your Breakup: 10 Things To Do To Move On NOW!

During the early stage of my breakup, I came across this article entitled "Getting Past Your Breakup". It was an enlightening article, somehow after reading it, I came up with a few realizations. I thought of sharing it here with the hope that it could also help enlighten other people. Here goes:

Getting Past Your Breakup: 10 Things To Do To Move On NOW!

Even when we see a breakup coming, it can be devastating to suddenly be alone.

Perhaps we were still holding onto hope that it would last.

Perhaps we were just deep in denial about everything that was going wrong.

Perhaps we were trying to get it together before the clock chimed midnight and weren’t fast enough.

Even if it’s a breakup we wanted and think is for the best, it can be devastating. Gone are the hopes and dreams that you had at the beginning, gone is a person who became part of your life. There are shared memories, shared friends, shared traditions and, often, shared children.

It can be tough whether it was a welcome sigh of relief or the most devastating thing that has ever happened. It’s even harder around the holidays. Whether you broke up today or last March, the first holidays can be rough.

Ten Things To Do After The Breakup To Get On With Your Life:

1. Know that grieving someone and missing them does not necessarily mean you want them. It means your hurt because you’ve had a loss. Perhaps that loss is the best thing but it’s still a loss. Don’t mistake grief for love. It’s normal and natural to grieve any loss…even if the relationship was the worst in the world. Don’t let your grief cause you to second guess your feelings. Part of the grief process is “review and relinquishment” where it is necessary to process through the relationship. Unfortunately this review comes in the form of having the ex on your mind constantly. It’s a “working through” and it doesn’t mean you’re not going to get over it, or that you still love the ex. It means your mind is doing the work it needs to do to process through it and get over it.

2. Even if you do still love him or her, you don’t have to act on it. You don’t have to make contact or find ways to see the other person. Grief is a long, hard process and often contact will TEMPORARILY alleviate the pain or take your mind off the pain you’re in. But it’s not really alleviating it. It’s just postponing the inevitable.

If you are afraid of the pain, it most likely means that you have unresolved grief or abandonments in the past and that makes this loss hurt all the more. Take this as an opportunity to grieve your losses and face them and get through them once and for all. Running from unresolved losses does not make them go away.

TIME does NOT heal all wounds. Only working through the grief and loss and allowing yourself your feelings heals all wounds. Your life will be so much better if you work through unresolved loss. The emotions of grief are anger, pain, confusion, searching, pining and anxiety. There is a roller coaster ride of confused emotions before you end the process. Be gentle with yourself. Sometimes you think you are done and then you recycle. It’s normal. You’re not doing anything WRONG. Trust the process.

And remember this is about YOU. This is your work and your “getting over it.” Detach from the ex and what he or she is doing. It’s none of your business and what you are doing is none of their business. Do your work for you and concentrate ON YOU…not on them or what he or she is doing. If people are telling you what they are doing tell them to stop it. If you’re communicating with the ex, stop it. Concentrate on YOU.

It’s hard but don’t text, don’t call, don’t email, don’t send “jokes” or chain emails or funny emails and if they send them ask them nicely to stop. Just don’t communicate.

3. Try not to date or get into another relationship right away. It’s tempting but know that another relationship is not going to help until you get over this one. Everyone does the “rebound” relationship once or twice in their life but it’s usually not the best thing. When that ends, you might have two relationships, instead of one, to get over.

Not dating includes not sleeping around. Many times we use physical attraction and “the chase” as a distraction for our pain. It’s a very temporary salve. Afterwards we might feel used and even worse than we did before (or we might contract an STD making us feel MUCH worse and MUCH less attractive!). Having sex with people you’re not terribly emotionally attached to is never a good idea, but it’s a fact that people do it when they’re scared, bored, hurt, have low self-image etc etc etc.

There are a myriad of reasons why people wind up having sex with people they are not in a relationship, but the worst time to do it is when you are emotionally vulnerable because it can add to the problems instead of alleviating them. It is human nature to want to prove we are still attractive and can still “get someone” to have with, but try to avoid physical entanglements because the person you “get” when you are on the rebound is usually not a great choice.

Some people will say, “I just want someone to hold me.” and use that as an excuse to bed down with Mr. or Ms. Wrong. The price for someone to “hold” you is very high. It brings emotional and maybe physical consequences. Right now you need to be healing from your breakup and not adding any fuel to the fire.

4. Journal. Pour your heart and soul into a journal. Write letters to your ex in the journal. BUT DO NOT SEND THEM.

Write down the things you wish were different…the things you’re angry about and hurt about…write down the things you would like to be forgiven for…write down any significant statements you’d like to make…work on the letter a little every day…pour your heart out. When you are getting to the end of the lists, write a letter to the ex asking for forgiveness for what you did, forgiving them for what they did and again DON’T SEND IT but read it out loud to a friend or a therapist. Then burn the letter. Rituals like this help you move on. This is about YOUR closure and you moving on. It is NOT about them.

Other ways to journal is to make lists about things you want to do. Buy books on grief and loss and relationship recovery. Journal about passages that resonate in you. The journalling is a processing of the relationship…let it out.

5. Take a relationship inventory. Write down all the pros and cons of the relationship. All the good points and bad points of your ex. All the highs and all the lows.

Look at it as objectively as you can……Use this breakup as a LEARNING experience. LEARNING ABOUT YOU. Ask these questions:how this person was like other people you had unsuccessful relationships with…what does this say about you? What early warning signs did you ignore? Why did you ignore them? What will you do next time if the same early warning sign comes up? What do you need to work on in you and in your past? Is this person like a parent? What unresolved issues with your parents or early caretakers (could be teachers or older siblings) are playing themselves out in your life. What do you need to look at/ work on. How did you get into it? What unmet needs of yours were running the show? What does that say about you? How can you avoid this in the future? What work needs to be done?

6. Find support groups. If you have a therapist, ask him or her if there is a group (for women, women’s groups, for men, men’s groups) that you can join. It doesn’t have to be a therapy group. Find a hobby group, a reading group, some social group to be involved with. This is not the same as keeping busy. This is rediscovering who you are and that there are people like you out there. Remember, social and hobby and therapy groups are not the singles scene. Go with a clean objective–to rebuild your life–and not to be on the prowl.

7. Putting yourself out there is hard. Oftentimes we have no energy. Ending a relationship and doing grief work is hard. Sometimes we go out with high expectations that we will feel better and come home feeling worse. We didn’t like the people, the group was awful, no one liked us. There were other people who were clicking and that makes us feel more alone. Maybe they’re not your people. You will find your kind of people. Trust the process.
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That doesn’t mean that no one will ever like you or that you should stop putting yourself out there. It only means THAT group wasn’t for you. Keep looking. And when you’re journaling ask yourself if you’re giving everything enough of a chance or are you at a point in your life where you just hate everything and everyone that is not the ex. If so, just keep going out there. One day you will wake up and find you’re not so cranky and finicky.

8. Be good to yourself. Give yourself a treat. Buy a new book or something nice to wear. Take a bubble bath. Go to a movie. Play a rousing game of golf, or pool, or basketball or raquetball. Join a gym. Make sure you are eating right and exercising. This will not only make you feel better, but look better. Do something that says, “This is important to me.” If it’s something that your ex loathed, EVEN BETTER. Do things for you on a daily basis, but also schedule a “me” night once a week and stay committed to it. If you need to relax, do that. If it makes you feel better to be active, do that. But give yourself ONE NIGHT A WEEK where you make a date with yourself to do good, validating things for you….things that say, “I’m okay and I deserve this.”

Sometimes after a breakup, our self-esteem takes a big hit. We start to think that something is wrong with us. We start to blame ourselves for things. If our ex is the type to tell us what is wrong with us, we feel not only dumped but dumped on. Two things to stop this particular train wreck: a) stop communicating with the ex…tell the ex what she or he thinks of you is none of your business and b) do positive self-talk and affirmation exercises to keep your self-image up. Don’t buy into any scenario that places this breakup squarely on YOUR shoulders. Don’t let this breakup drive your self-esteem into the ground.

Being good to you includes positive self-talk and rejection of criticism by others (esp the ex!).

Know that you will not always feel this way. There is life after a breakup–a very good life. Stay optimistic that maybe today is not the day you’re over it, but that day will come. And be good to yourself in the meantime.

9. Avoid revenge. As hard as that might be…as many scenarios play out in your mind…avoid it like the plague. It will just come back to haunt you. You can write about it, talk about it and dream about it…but don’t DO anything about it.

Similarly–avoid trash talking and spreading rumors. These are destructive behaviors that will only get to you in the end. Suppose your trash talking or rumor spreading or revenge story gets around and months later you become interested in someone who had heard about it…do you think they’re going to want you? Do you think healthy people will be attracted to you? No one wants someone who has revenge / getting even in their portfolio. Everyone will know (friends and lovers alike) that if you’re capable of that, you can do it to them.

But the most important reason to avoid it is because it’s not good for you. It’s just not…so talk about it, write about it, think about it…but don’t DO anything about it.

10. Remember the only thing that is the end of the world is the end of the world. Breakups are inherently painful. Your hurt is not necessarily a measure of your love for the other but rather a measure of your humanity. The fact is that we are humans and we love and we become attached and when we lose a love and have to un-attach, we hurt.

Pain after a breakup is normal and natural….even searing pain and abject misery is normal and natural..pacing the floors, not being able to sleep, having anxiety attacks…difficulty concentrating…these are are normal and natural grief reactions…what is not normal are suicidal thoughts and deep depression…if you have these reactions, SEE A PROFESSIONAL.

Everyone going through a breakup can benefit from a counselor or therapist but if you are plunged into a deep depression or have suicidal thoughts, GET HELP IMMEDIATELY.

If you’re not suicidal or clinically depressed (just feel really really awful and incredibly sad), know the pain is temporary and that the only way out is THROUGH.

I know I'm gonna be okay

Three weeks and still counting....
Though I still miss him
I know I'm gonna be okay
Though it still hurts
I know I'm gonna be okay
It's about time I love myself more...

i HATE love

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

--Neil Gaiman

Quotes Quotes Quotes

Don't waste your time on someone who doesn't appreciate you the way you should be appreciated. Don't ever settle for mediocrity, for being just an option, for being the one who's just fun to be with, for being the one who's always there desperately waiting, for mere concern or pity or for for someone who likes you just because he knows he's got the power to break you.

It is better to have nobody than somebody who is half yours, half there or doesn't want to be there, or is there and then suddenly disappears.

Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but his, for he left the only person who wouldn't give up on him.

Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if I wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.

I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy, I'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry, I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I'm going to smile.

There are many ways of breaking a heart. Stories were full of hearts being broken by love, but what really broke a heart was taking away its dream - whatever that dream might be.

It hurts like hell to pretend that you're happy when deep
inside you're dying. It takes a lot of effort to flash a smile when all you wanna
do is break down and cry. The saddest part of it all is you wanna end the torment yet
your heart just keeps on holding on. Living in an illusion that there's still hope when all you've got were just ashes of a joke.

Someday - Nina

Someday you’re gonna realize
One day you’ll see this through my eyes
By then I won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared

I know you don’t really see my worth
You think you’re the last guy on earth
Well I’ve got news for you
I know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long
Won’t take long

'Coz Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you

Someday someday

Right now I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye

Coz' someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
oohh.. One day I’ll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you

someday, i know someone's gonna be there

Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you

Someday someday..
oh yeah...

Leaving Yesterday Behind

Since you left me, I never really tried
To put my life to where it should belong
And I've always let the past gone by
I'm realizing that it could be wrong

Refrain:
But now I fin'lly knew
I had to let it go
To make way for a brighter tomorrow

Chorus:
So now I'm leavin' yesterday behind
And fin'lly I've made up my mind
So let the mem'ries stay away
And think about today
I'm leavin' yesterday behind
'Cause now I'll try to live my life once more
The way I did before

Since I know that I never will forget
The memories that made my yesterday
I will try not to let it interfere
The choices I will make along the way

Refrain:
'Cause I'm not livin' in a world of fantasy
I'm here now in the world of reality

Chorus:
So now I'm leavin' yesterday behind
And fin'lly I've made up my mind
So let the mem'ries stay away
And think about today
I'm leavin' yesterday behind
'Cause now I'll try to live my life once more
The way I did before

So now I'm leavin' yesterday behind
And fin'lly I've made up my mind
So let the mem'ries stay away
And think about today
I'm leavin' yesterday behind
'Cause now I'll try to live my life once more
Just the way I did before

Thin line

Have you experienced loving and hating someone at the same time? Indeed, there's only a thin line between love and hate. I just hope that as days pass by, i'll learn to hate him more and love him less. Sigh!